I feel so incredibly amazing. My long-time problems are miles away and it’s hard for me to believe. I’m getting the chance to get to know myself again, and goddamn have I missed it. Slowly but surely I’m becoming comfortable in my own skin.
Open spaces are before me.
This summer is going to be full of whatever I want it to be full of. Crazy nights, drunken parties, painting naked, fucking, being reckless, becoming stronger, being with friends and making new ones. I have never felt so carefree. I’m sure this all sounds really stupid and cliche, but I couldn’t care less. My life is my own again and I am full of joy over it.
I have someone in mind that I’d like to share this joy with.